Today is a day I almost made a huge mistake. But all is right in my world and things have turned out the way they are suppose to. I don’t think I would have liked myself very much had things happened the way they were planned.
But then why do I feel such a sense of loss today? Why the tears over the what ifs? I didn’t think today would be this hard for me. Maybe it’s just left over hurt from the way things happened. Maybe I just need to get through this day and it’ll all be over.
There will always be times in our lives when there are things we want that we just can’t have. But to have those things dangled in front of us and then taken away… well… that’s tough.
So now… I take a deep breath and move on. Trying not to dwell on the what ifs.
Its days like these that are tough to push through, to try and get to the end of. Its hard to look at the horizon and see the sun rising instead of setting. However, its days and moments like these that will one day make us stronger. When we have something better to hold onto we can look back and say “thank you” because had they happened, we wouldn’t have what we have now. Hang in there my dearest sister, you know there is one thing you will NEVER lose! Me!! Lots of love and hugs for you!!!
You are one of the strongest, most intelligent, caring women I know. Whatever it is you have going on, I know that you WILL get through it, you WILL come out on top, and one day, you WILL look back on it with wonder and think “it seemed like a big deal at the time”…
Love ya!